Take a break and go eat an ice cream, have some fun with kids on the street, do something outrageous, I think its all about changing the mood. Looking for peace go for hike, read an awesome book, head out for a cruse and enjoy. I am saying all this because from your poem I really feel you do need a break :D
A great one ! :)
Really, a great one.
Beautifully depicted one's call for peace.